| Location | Swindon |
| Age | 25 years |
| Date of Birth | 09/03/1981 |
| Date of Death | 31/05/2006 |
| Visitors | 38,206 since 19/03/2008 |
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Please read ~ I have been having internet connection problems for the last couple of days so forgive
me if I don't get to light all my candles ~ love to you all ~ Hazel xxxx
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candles, tributes and gifts left on Alex's site, it is very much appreciated - bless you all.
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Alex was born on the 9 March 1981 and died aged 25. He lived with us after his relationship ended
with his long-term girlfriend. He found it hard to deal with as they were together for several
years. He then had an accident which resulted in him undergoing major spinal surgery where he had
to have titanium rods bolted to his spine. He also broke his left shoulder and endured a lot of pain
and distress for two years prior to his death. He went missing on the 31st May 06 after a hospital
appointment. We never saw him again. After a massive search, Alex was found dead on the 9th June at
a local beauty spot. We were devastated to find out he had taken his own life. We never had the
chance to say goodbye properly because the coroner wouldn't allow us to see him. He originally
trained as a circus performer and dancer, and he was an amazing juggler. Although he recovered from
his surgery he was left with reduced mobility in his shoulder and back which was devastating for him
as he could no longer do his acrobatics and juggling. He leaves an older brother Marc, a younger
sister Phoebe, his gran and an aunty who lives in the USA. He also loved Snoopy!
Alex was my youngest son, and his death has left a huge pain in my heart that will never be healed.
He was a very talented, gentle person, with a lovely sense of humour and sparkling personality. I am
very proud that he is my son and I have the greatest respect for his courage and tenacity.
Thankfully we are blessed with lots of lovely memories of happier times. We still expect him to walk
into the room and would give anything to hear the swish of his jeans as he moves about or the thud
of clubs and juggling balls landing on the floor. He is greatly missed - more than he will ever know
and I am struggling to come to terms with his death, three years on.
My biggest distress comes from thinking about what was going through his mind as he was on his own
at the end. My husband and I adored him and caring for him was a large part of our daily routine,
especially in the last two years of his life. We shared so much of his pain and anguish and tried to
make things as easy as possible for him. If only I'd taken him for his appointment - but he was
trying to regain his independence so I let him go on his own. He 'phoned his dad twice to have a
chat when he was on his way to the hospital - my husband says he was happy and upbeat. The
consultant he saw also said the same. Little did we know.
I still cry every day at the thought of never seeing him again and long to hug and kiss him. The
pain is unbearable at times. I love you more than you will ever know sweetheart. Alex - my beautiful
son, you will remain forever in my heart - until we meet again, I send you lots of hugs, kisses and
peaceful thoughts and hope that you are happy wherever you are ~ love Mums xxx
20TH NOVEMBER 2009
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Angel in my heart I love you so
Angel in my heart I never wanted you to go
Angel in my heart guide me each day
Angel in my heart It's for you I pray
Angel in my heart remember this
Angel in my heart It's you I miss
Angel in my heart I want you to know
Angel in my heart I will always love you so.
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I WILL BE AWAY FROM TODAY , AS WE ARE OFF FOR THE WEEKEND TO CELEBRATE MY 50TH BIRTHDAY, WHICH IS ON MONDAY.... HOW SCARRY IS THAT? !! PLEASE WILLYOU KEEP DANIEL OUT OF THE DARK FOR ME, UNTIL I REURN.? THANK YOU IN ADVANCE. X X ☆
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Alex, Our Beautiful Angel
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Way up in the clouds high above
Are beautiful angels full of love
They think of their loved ones everyday
And send them peace as they kneel to pray
They say a prayer for those below
Who deeply love them and miss them so
They vanish all their emptiness and all their fears
Mop their brows when they see the tears
Although there is a distance they are by our side
They have seen the emptiness and the tears cried
They are always near and always will be
Alive in our hearts today and for eternity
Love always - Wendy xoxo
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♥*•♥ One Gift♥*•♥
One gift, above all others
God gives to us to treasure
One that knows no time, no place
And one gold cannot measure
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The precious, poignant tender gift
Of Memory...that will keep
Of dear ones ever in our hearts
Although God gives them sleep
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It brings back long remembered things
A song, a word, a smile
And the world's a better place
...because
We had them for awhile!
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Unknown
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"It doesn't matter how many angels fit on the head of a pin, as long as there is room for an angel in your heart."
Christina Anello
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with love Jane ~xxx~
Night night Smiler
GOODNIGHT,GOD BLESS SPECIAL ANGEL.XXX
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┊ ┊ ┊ ♥ Those we Love don't go away
┊ ┊ ♥ They walk beside us every day,
┊ ♥ Unseen,unheard, but always near,
♥ Still Loved,still missed and very dear.
With love Always
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Thinking of you handsome and your lovely mum
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POEMS SENT WITH LOVE FOR PRECIOUS ANGELS,HAVE A NICE WEEKEND, 19TH NOVEMBER 09
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥H ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷA ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥HALINA ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ THURSƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ H♥
Angels
May angels rest beside your door,
May you hear their voices sing.
May you feel their loving care for you,
May you hear their peace bells ring.
May angels always care for you,
And not let you trip and fall,
May they bear you up on angel's wings,
May they keep you standing tall.
May they whisper wisdom in your ear,
May they touch you when you need,
May they remove from you each trace of fear,
May they keep you from feeling greed.
May they fill you with their presence,
May they show you love untold,
May they always stand beside you
And make you ever bold.
May they teach you what you need to know
About life here and here-after.
May they fill you always with their love
And give you the gift of laughter
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥HA ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥HA ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ FRIƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ HA♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
Where Did You Come From ?
Where did you come from, Baby dear?
Out of the everywhere into here.
Where did you get your eyes so blue?
Out of the sky as I came through.
What makes the light in them sparkle and spin?
Some of the starry spikes left in.
Where did you get that little tear?
I found it waiting when I got here.
What makes your forehead so smooth and high?
A soft hand stroked it as I went by,
What makes your cheek like a warm white rose?
I saw something better than anyone knows.
Whence that three-comer'd smile of bliss?
Three angels gave me at once a kiss.
Where did you get this pearly ear?
God spoke, and it came out to hear.
Where did you get those arms and bands?
Love made itself into hooks and hands.
Feet, whence did you come, you darling things?
From the same box as the cherubs' wings.
Where did you get that dimple so cute,
God touched my cheek as I came through.
How did they all come just to be you?
God thought of me, and so I grew.
But how did you come to us, you dear?
God thought of you, and so I am here.
George MacDonald, 1871
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥HA ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ HA♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ SATURDAYƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥HA ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
Angels Always There
Whenever I’m in fervent prayer
I feel God’s holy angels there;
Protective, loving, and serene;
Who stay nereby, tho yet unseen.
Thus, when I feel my heart might break,
I try to smile for Jesus’ sake;
Whose angels let my faith not dim
That I might see the smile of Him!
Sancie Earman King
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆HA Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥SUN ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥HA ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
Stone walls do not a prison make,
Nor iron bars a cage;
Minds innocent of quiet take
That for an hermitage;
If I have freedom in my love
And in my soul am free,
Angels alone that sore above
Enjoy such liberty.
Richard Lovelace
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ HA♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆HA Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
TAKECARE.LOVE FOR TODAY,TOMORROW AND FOREVER.
IN MY LOVING THOUGHTS ALWAYS.LOVE ALWAYS HALINA XXXXXXXXXX THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR CONTINUAL SUPPORT FOR MY ANGELS AND I XXXXXXXXX
GOOD NIGHT ALEXANDER
~ALEX ~♥
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, YOU ARE FOREVER IN MY HEART XXX
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✿ 19TH NOVEMBER 2009 ✿
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Three Little Words,xx
♥Three Little Words
Forget Me Not,
They Don't Say Much
But They Mean A lot,
Forget You Not
I Never Will,
For In My Heart
I Keep You Still.....♥
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The pain we feel inside today
Is the pain we try to hide,
For no one will ever know
The tears i cry inside.
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It seems like only yesterday
The wound is still so sore.
For every hour of every day
We miss you more and more
For you are someone special
And think the world of you.
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You gave us love
And lots more,
We have so much
To thank you for,
Silent thoughts,
Memories deep,
Locked in our hearts
For ever to keep.
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♥ May the winds of love ♥
♥ blow softly and whisper ♥
♥ in your ear how much ♥
♥ we love and miss you ♥
♥ and wish that you were here♥
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Love To You And Your Angel
Always Sharon & Angel Stacey xxx
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Im holding on to memories
For times just slipping by
Every night i watch you
Our Angels lighting up the sky
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As i sit and watch you
You are so high above
My arms outstretch to Heaven
Just need to feel your love
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If i could only see you
Touch your hand Or kiss your face
My eyes will stop crying
And put a smile back on my face
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Each day its getting harder
Time is moving on
Memories so precious
In my heart you will live on
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Each memory i have of you
Brings a smile a silent tear
With every beat of my heart
A constant wish that you were here
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copyright Vicky Deaville
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Very special on earth - very special in Heaven.
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers always, dear Alex xxx")
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