Alexander Matthew Adair

1981 - 2006
LocationSwindon
Age25 years
Date of Birth09/03/1981
Date of Death31/05/2006
Visitors38,897 since 19/03/2008
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Alex was born on the 9 March 1981 and died aged 25. He lived with us after his relationship ended
with his long-term girlfriend. He found it hard to deal with as they were together for several
years. He then had an accident which resulted in him undergoing major spinal surgery where he had
to have titanium rods bolted to his spine. He also broke his left shoulder and endured a lot of pain
and distress for two years prior to his death. He went missing on the 31st May 06 after a hospital
appointment. We never saw him again. After a massive search, Alex was found dead on the 9th June at
a local beauty spot. We were devastated to find out he had taken his own life. We never had the
chance to say goodbye properly because the coroner wouldn't allow us to see him. He originally
trained as a circus performer and dancer, and he was an amazing juggler. Although he recovered from
his surgery he was left with reduced mobility in his shoulder and back which was devastating for him
as he could no longer do his acrobatics and juggling. He leaves an older brother Marc, a younger
sister Phoebe, his gran and an aunty who lives in the USA. He also loved Snoopy!

Alex was my youngest son, and his death has left a huge pain in my heart that will never be healed.
He was a very talented, gentle person, with a lovely sense of humour and sparkling personality. I am
very proud that he is my son and I have the greatest respect for his courage and tenacity.
Thankfully we are blessed with lots of lovely memories of happier times. We still expect him to walk
into the room and would give anything to hear the swish of his jeans as he moves about or the thud
of clubs and juggling balls landing on the floor. He is greatly missed - more than he will ever know
and I am struggling to come to terms with his death, three years on.

My biggest distress comes from thinking about what was going through his mind as he was on his own
at the end. My husband and I adored him and caring for him was a large part of our daily routine,
especially in the last two years of his life. We shared so much of his pain and anguish and tried to
make things as easy as possible for him. If only I'd taken him for his appointment - but he was
trying to regain his independence so I let him go on his own. He 'phoned his dad twice to have a
chat when he was on his way to the hospital - my husband says he was happy and upbeat. The
consultant he saw also said the same. Little did we know.

I still cry every day at the thought of never seeing him again and long to hug and kiss him. The
pain is unbearable at times. I love you more than you will ever know sweetheart. Alex - my beautiful
son, you will remain forever in my heart - until we meet again, I send you lots of hugs, kisses and
peaceful thoughts and hope that you are happy wherever you are ~ love Mums xxx




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Angela (Christopher-John Rowe) Mum

Marie-Angela Rowe (Close Friend) September 21, 2008

WITH LOVE TO HAZEL FROM TINA

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A SMILE FOR YOU
Smiling is infectiuos , you catch it like the flu
When some one smiled at me today i started Smiling too ,
I passed around the corner and someone saw my Grin
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A single smile just like mine could travel around The earth
So if you feel a smile begin dont leave it Undetected
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EVERY ONE NEEDS A SMILE

My forever friend just want to say thankyou so Much for all your support even when i wasnt Lighting candles you came through for me and kept My brothers site lit with love from your candles Your truly an angel on earth and ill never forget Your kindess NEVER.. Love Hugs Kisses from Tina

Tina Terry Charnocks Sister (Friend) September 21, 2008

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Margo Todd (Close Friend) September 21, 2008

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♥ To lose someone you love is hard to bear
To lose your child is beyond compare
Whether the child is a daughter or son
Each one of them is a precious one ♥

♥ Your children can never be replaced
Every one of them has their own special place
Your heart is heavy it feels like lead
You don’t want to believe your child is dead ♥

♥ You don’t think the pain will ever go away
No matter what other people may say
No one knows just what to say to you
You need their help to see you through ♥

♥ Life it seems so unfair
You wish your child could still be there
Your memories fill your heart and head
You remember all the things they said ♥

♥ Life is for living and you must go on
You pretend each day they have not gone
Until you meet them once again
You will learn to live through this terrible pain


SENDING MY LOVE AND MY HEARTS WITH YOU ALLWAYS CAROL QUINN STEWART QUINN MUM XXX

Morning Stew Xxx I Love You Xxx (Friend) September 21, 2008

LOVE LINDA STEPHEN DAVIES MUM.XXX
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Linda And Steve Davies (Close Friend) September 21, 2008

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You are my friend...And i hope u know thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship and watch who sends it back to u.
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Cheryl Daley (Close Friend) September 21, 2008

CHER (PAULINE N ROBERT MCGREGORS DAUGHTER)

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You are my friend...And i hope u know thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship and watch who sends it back to u.
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Cheryl Daley (Close Friend) September 21, 2008

For my dear GTS friend

WITH LOVE
God bless friends xxxx

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Thankyou for your continued support
It means a lot to me and my family


love Tracey xx

Tracey Martin Brooks Wife (Close Friend) September 21, 2008

ALL MY LOVE ELAINE XXXXX

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Xxx Elaine Riley Xxx (Friend) September 20, 2008

good night my friend .

THANK YOU JUST ISN'T ENOUGH.



A love thats sent to all my friends and all their Angels to.
A message filled with lots a thanks for all they do each day.
Each day they send a message filled with love and support.
Without them in my life it would be so hard to face the day.
Each of them are hurting for their loved ones in many differnt ways.
I am not sure if they realise just what they mean to me.
You are so very special with a place in my heart words can not expess just how they make me feel.

Thank you for all you love and support you will always be in my thoughts and prayers.

Thankyou from the bottom of my heart.

Margo Todd (Close Friend) September 20, 2008
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