| Location | Swindon |
| Age | 25 years |
| Date of Birth | 09/03/1981 |
| Date of Death | 31/05/2006 |
| Visitors | 38,895 since 19/03/2008 |
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Alex was born on the 9 March 1981 and died aged 25. He lived with us after his relationship ended
with his long-term girlfriend. He found it hard to deal with as they were together for several
years. He then had an accident which resulted in him undergoing major spinal surgery where he had
to have titanium rods bolted to his spine. He also broke his left shoulder and endured a lot of pain
and distress for two years prior to his death. He went missing on the 31st May 06 after a hospital
appointment. We never saw him again. After a massive search, Alex was found dead on the 9th June at
a local beauty spot. We were devastated to find out he had taken his own life. We never had the
chance to say goodbye properly because the coroner wouldn't allow us to see him. He originally
trained as a circus performer and dancer, and he was an amazing juggler. Although he recovered from
his surgery he was left with reduced mobility in his shoulder and back which was devastating for him
as he could no longer do his acrobatics and juggling. He leaves an older brother Marc, a younger
sister Phoebe, his gran and an aunty who lives in the USA. He also loved Snoopy!
Alex was my youngest son, and his death has left a huge pain in my heart that will never be healed.
He was a very talented, gentle person, with a lovely sense of humour and sparkling personality. I am
very proud that he is my son and I have the greatest respect for his courage and tenacity.
Thankfully we are blessed with lots of lovely memories of happier times. We still expect him to walk
into the room and would give anything to hear the swish of his jeans as he moves about or the thud
of clubs and juggling balls landing on the floor. He is greatly missed - more than he will ever know
and I am struggling to come to terms with his death, three years on.
My biggest distress comes from thinking about what was going through his mind as he was on his own
at the end. My husband and I adored him and caring for him was a large part of our daily routine,
especially in the last two years of his life. We shared so much of his pain and anguish and tried to
make things as easy as possible for him. If only I'd taken him for his appointment - but he was
trying to regain his independence so I let him go on his own. He 'phoned his dad twice to have a
chat when he was on his way to the hospital - my husband says he was happy and upbeat. The
consultant he saw also said the same. Little did we know.
I still cry every day at the thought of never seeing him again and long to hug and kiss him. The
pain is unbearable at times. I love you more than you will ever know sweetheart. Alex - my beautiful
son, you will remain forever in my heart - until we meet again, I send you lots of hugs, kisses and
peaceful thoughts and hope that you are happy wherever you are ~ love Mums xxx
thank you
LOVE SENT TO YOU
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Theres a place
i've never seen
beyond this world we know.
A place i've only heard of
but someday hope to go
Its not on any map
there are no roads
to take me there.
But its a place of perfect peace
where hearts are free from care
And though i understand
some may be saddened
when i leave
One day, we will meet again
Thats what i believe..........
When its time to travel there,
I think ill wear a smile
I'll say goodbye to those i love,
but only for a while,
Knowing there are others
who have travelled there alone,
Who cannot wait to greet me
and to whisper 'welcome home'
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THANKYOU FOR ALL YOU DO LOVE LINDA DAVIES .XXX
WITH LOVE FROM TINA ALWAYS
HAZEL I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW IM HAVING LOADS OF PROBS WITH MY COMP BUT YOU AND YOUR ANGEL ALEX ARE IN MY THOUGHTS ALWAYS ... LACK OF CANDLES DOESNT MEAN IM NOT THINKING OF YOU IM HOPING THAT IT WILL BE ALL FINALY SORTED OUT THIS WEEKEND I FEEL LIKE IM LETTING MY FRIENDS AND THEIR ANGELS DOWN BY NOT LIGHTING CANDLES XXXGOD BLESS YOU HAZEL WITH LOVE HUGS KISSES FROM TINA XX
NITE NITE ALEX XXX
SENDING MY LOVE TO U ALEX AND MY HEARTS WITH YOU AND YOUR MUM SHES BEEN LIKE A ROCK TO ME FROM THE DAY I FIRST CAME ON HER SHE BECOME A CLOSE FRIEND AND I KNOW HOW SHE FEELING IN HER HEART FOR MY STEWRT AND FOR ME AND MY HEART FOR U ALLWAYS AND FOREVER FOR U AND YOUR LOVERLY MUM XXXX SHES ALLWAYS BEEN SO NICE TO ME AND THINKING OF ME ALLWWAYS AND MADE ME SOME LOVERLY PIC OF MY STEWART SHES SO LOVERLY AND I KNOW EVEN IF SHE COULD TAKE THE PAIN IM IIN SHE WOULD BUT IT NOT FARE AS SHE HOLDING THE SAME PAIN AS I IM FOR YOU AS I IM FOR MY STEWART SO I WILL SEND MY LOVE AND BIG HUG TO YOU AND YOUR LOVERLY MUM FROM ME CAROL QUINN AND MY STEWART I THINK OF YOU ALLWAYS ALEX WITH LOTS LOTS OF LOVE FROM ME TO U AND MY STEWART MY THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU ALLWAYS GOOD NITE GOD BLESS ALEX AND HAZEL LOVE CROL XXX ALLWAYS IN MY HEART ALLWAYS XXXX
THANK YOU HAZEL GOD BLESS YOU
YOU ARE A LOVERLY FRIEND XXX
We Remember Them
In the rising of the sun
and in its going down,
we remember them;
In the blowing of the wind
and in the chill of winter,
we remember them;
In the opening of buds
and in the rebirth of spring,
we remember them;
In the blueness of the sky
and the warmth of summer,
we remember them;
In the rustling of leaves
and in the beauty of autumn,
we remember them;
In the beginning of the year
and when it ends,
we remember them;
When we are weary
and in need of strength,
we remember them;
When we are lost
and sick at heart,
we remember them;
When we have joys
we yearn to share,
we remember them;
So long as we live,
they too shall live,
for they are now a part of us,
as we remember them.
love always and thank you
from sheila and my angels xxx
for alex.
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Thinking of you always xxx and Thinking of your Family too.
LOVE TO ALEX XXX
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♥TO HEAR YOUR VOICE
♥ TO SEE YOUR SMILE
♥ TO SIT AND TALK TO YOU A WHILE
♥ TO BE TOGETHER IN THE SAME OLD WAY
♥ WOULD BE MY DEAREST WISH TODAY
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ONCE IN A WHILE
by Billy Dean
Once in a while
someone comes along
that one in a million heart
so pure and so strong
they can face up to the tears
and somehow still find a
smile, that we only get
every once in a while
Once in a while
someone has the eyes
that one in a million look
that never tells lies
they can get you on your feet
to walk that extra mile
that we only see
every once in a while
That's why we call them heroes
that's why we know their names
and once you heard their stories
your never quite the same
That's why we call them heroes
the best thing they ever do
is point to the best in us all
and say if I can, you can too
Once in a while
I still hear his voice
that one in a million sound
like two laughing boys
he would hate it if we cried
that never was his style
Oh we still miss him
every once in a while
Oh they can face up to the tears
and some how find a smile
that we only get
every once in a while
Oh how I miss him
every once in a while
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Thinking of you always ~~ Love Jane...x♥x
In the heavenly skies
Every time I'm thinking of you,
My saddened heart still cries.
But I know you are now at peace,
Resting in God's Heavenly skies.
The pain you had was left behind,
Once you entered Heaven's door.
Held in the arms of God Almighty,
You will never feel pain anymore.
Your beautiful soul now flies freely,
Reaching down from Heaven to mine.
Always to keep you so close to me;
Bonded through the passage of time.
Your loving heart is remembered;
It holds a special place in my heart.
And I will always keep it held within,
Through every day that we are apart.
It still hurts so much to think of you,
Because I'm missing having you here.
Yet I know that in the Heavenly skies,
God's gift to me, is to keep you near.
All my love Hazel and Alex xxxx
CHER (PAULINE N ROBERT MCGREGORS DAUGHTER)
~~~ ALL MY LOVE ~~~
godbless my gts friend
for you mean so much to me
and even though we've never met,
you are so precious to me
connected through our angels
you are an important part of my day
you touch my heart
in your own unique and special way
so please god bless my gts friend
fill their lives with joy and love
and please god shower them with lots
of wonderful blessings from up above
thank you for all your support
you have given me and all your lovely words of comfort
it really means alot you and your angel are always in my thoughts sending you both all my love today and always love cher xxx
![](http://www.gonetoosoon.org/file/gift__91x91/dd88883973c116ba9cbf7c2ec22e85af/sbutterfly---blue.jpg ""There are special people in our lives who never leave us -- even after they are gone."
Very special on earth - very special in Heaven.
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers always, dear Alex xxx")
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