| Location | Swindon |
| Age | 25 years |
| Date of Birth | 09/03/1981 |
| Date of Death | 31/05/2006 |
| Visitors | 38,186 since 19/03/2008 |
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Please read ~ I have been having internet connection problems for the last couple of days so forgive
me if I don't get to light all my candles ~ love to you all ~ Hazel xxxx
♥´*•.¸*•.¸ ♥ ¸.•*´ Thank you to everyone for all your support and for all the
candles, tributes and gifts left on Alex's site, it is very much appreciated - bless you all.
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Alex was born on the 9 March 1981 and died aged 25. He lived with us after his relationship ended
with his long-term girlfriend. He found it hard to deal with as they were together for several
years. He then had an accident which resulted in him undergoing major spinal surgery where he had
to have titanium rods bolted to his spine. He also broke his left shoulder and endured a lot of pain
and distress for two years prior to his death. He went missing on the 31st May 06 after a hospital
appointment. We never saw him again. After a massive search, Alex was found dead on the 9th June at
a local beauty spot. We were devastated to find out he had taken his own life. We never had the
chance to say goodbye properly because the coroner wouldn't allow us to see him. He originally
trained as a circus performer and dancer, and he was an amazing juggler. Although he recovered from
his surgery he was left with reduced mobility in his shoulder and back which was devastating for him
as he could no longer do his acrobatics and juggling. He leaves an older brother Marc, a younger
sister Phoebe, his gran and an aunty who lives in the USA. He also loved Snoopy!
Alex was my youngest son, and his death has left a huge pain in my heart that will never be healed.
He was a very talented, gentle person, with a lovely sense of humour and sparkling personality. I am
very proud that he is my son and I have the greatest respect for his courage and tenacity.
Thankfully we are blessed with lots of lovely memories of happier times. We still expect him to walk
into the room and would give anything to hear the swish of his jeans as he moves about or the thud
of clubs and juggling balls landing on the floor. He is greatly missed - more than he will ever know
and I am struggling to come to terms with his death, three years on.
My biggest distress comes from thinking about what was going through his mind as he was on his own
at the end. My husband and I adored him and caring for him was a large part of our daily routine,
especially in the last two years of his life. We shared so much of his pain and anguish and tried to
make things as easy as possible for him. If only I'd taken him for his appointment - but he was
trying to regain his independence so I let him go on his own. He 'phoned his dad twice to have a
chat when he was on his way to the hospital - my husband says he was happy and upbeat. The
consultant he saw also said the same. Little did we know.
I still cry every day at the thought of never seeing him again and long to hug and kiss him. The
pain is unbearable at times. I love you more than you will ever know sweetheart. Alex - my beautiful
son, you will remain forever in my heart - until we meet again, I send you lots of hugs, kisses and
peaceful thoughts and hope that you are happy wherever you are ~ love Mums xxx
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Always remember how much we love you..
Always remember how much we care
Always shine bright in heaven..
'Cos you are a special Angel there
God needed a special Angel..
In God's kingdom up above
So Goodnight my special Angel..
And I send you all my love
copyright� Jackie Thomas 14/11/09.
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for Alex and Hazel x
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"The only courage that matters is the kind that gets you from one moment to the next."
Mignon McLaughlin
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with love Jane xxx
GOODMORNING ANGEL 14 / 11 / 09
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14TH NOVEMBER 2009
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╬ ╬ ╬ ╬ ╬ GOOD MORNING SWEETHEART. ╬ ╬ ╬ ╬ ╬
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╬ ╬ ╬ ╬ ╬ ╬ ╬ ╬ FROM JUDE.X X ╬ ╬ ╬ ╬ ╬ ╬ ╬ ╬
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So many things have happened,
Since you were called away,
So many things to share with you,
Had you been left to stay,
Every day in some small way,
Memories of you come our way,
Though absent, you are ever near,
Still missed, loved, and always dear.
♥ `*•.¸ 13th NOVEMBER 2009 ♥ `*•.¸
Heavenly Dreams
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There,s an angel on your pillow
To guard you through the night
To bring you pleasant dreams
And help you to sleep tight
She,ll guard you and protect you
Making sure your safe and sound
And help you sleep in heavenly peace
Til morning comes around .
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❤ With love ❤
Beautiful Angel in heaven above..❤
Today I shall send you lots of love ❤
We all know you are safe..❤
And you shine down from up high ❤
Just like a diamond in the sky ❤
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God took your hand first..❤
And showed you the way ❤
You are still loved and missed..❤
Everyday ❤
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Watch over your family..❤
On earth below ❤
Why God took you TOO SOON..❤
They will never know ❤
❤ ❤ God bless you beautiful Angels ❤ ❤
copyright� Jackie Thomas 11/11/09
THANKS FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT
LOADS OF LOVE COMING YOUR WAY AS ALWAYS
LOVE FOR FRIDAY AND SATURDAY
FROM ANNEMARIE AND DAVID XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I need to say goodbye although you're with me.
I stand beside your grave, yet you are here.
I miss you terribly and hope you miss me,
But when I turn to you, you're always near.
I talk to you as though you lived within me,
Not changed but simply moved in from outside.
I know each day you must a little leave me,
But here, as always, you must be my guide.
You were and are and will be, just as ever,
In many minds and hearts, not only mine.
No physical event can such love sever;
Death is a dimension, not a line.
And so goodbye does not mean you are gone:
So long as I still love you, you live on.
Copyright by
Nicholas Gordon
For Alex and Hazel with love, always xxx
♥ ★ ◦˚◦ ☆ ♥ ★ ◦˚◦ ☆ ♥
“After the rain comes a rainbow, after the darkness comes light,
after the clouds disappear is only the beautiful and the bright.
What a beautiful difference one single life has made."
♥ ★ ◦˚◦ ☆ ♥ ★ ◦˚◦ ☆ ♥
♥ `*•.� 13th NOVEMBER 2009 ♥ `*•.�
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............( , )..........Your journey on the train of life has ended,
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..........( """"_ )......The fire is out, the wheels stopped turning too,
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...........|.....||........In our hearts as we still love and think of you.
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...........|.....|..........I wish you all a good weekend,
...........|.....|..........With love as always Linda.xxx
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Very special on earth - very special in Heaven.
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers always, dear Alex xxx")
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